S for selfish
I spend more time with myself than with other people.
I listen to my thoughts and feelings more than those of others.
I smile and laugh more for myself than for others. Continue reading I am selfish… A to Z challenge 2019
S for selfish
R for regret
There have been times when I have regretted my decisions. Not only regretted, I have hated them to the core.
But as I realised that it’s okay to make mistakes, I learnt one more thing. Those bad decisions gave something good too. Continue reading I do not regret my decisions anymore… A to Z challenge 2019
Q for quality
I see people have hundreds and thousands of friends. And half of them are their best friends. Isn’t best friend supposed to be one?
And you know what? A lot of people I know, they consider me as their friends too. Continue reading I prefer quality people… A to Z challenge 2019
P for play, pause
Have you ever felt that the world is moving forward and you are at a standstill? I have. A lot of times. It felt like time froze for me. It felt like an inferiority complex somewhere in the deep of my mind. Continue reading I play/pause as per my wish… A to Z challenge 2019
O for optimistic
I overthink a lot. I overthink so much that I can even overthink about overthinking. I know it is not good for me.
When I realised that my overthinking was taking me on stressful journeys, to unwanted destinations, I wanted to come back. Continue reading I am learning to be optimistic… A to Z challenge 2019
N for never
I am my strength. I am my weakness. It’s on me whether I choose to be my strength or my weakness.
There was a time when I became my weakness. When that happened, darkness seemed to engulf me in its grip. Continue reading I will never give up on myself… A to Z challenge 2019
M for make, mistakes
I made a mistake when I thought I could trust everyone.
I made a mistake when I thought people meant what they said.
I made a mistake when I believed what people said about me. Continue reading I make mistakes… A to Z challenge 2019
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Read the round-up of last week’s prompt here. Continue reading Let it Bleed Weekly Prompt Challenge 26
L for let
I have held on to people who left and things that couldn’t be changed for years. I have cried for them. I have wanted them back. I couldn’t let them go. It’s difficult to let it all go so easily.
The memories that I stored dearly in my heart made me hollow inside. Continue reading Letting go… A to Z challenge 2019
J for jigsaw
We are always looking for the missing piece in the jigsaw puzzle of our lives.
But did you find it? I didn’t.
When I found dream, I lost satisfaction. When I searched for satisfaction, I lost smile. When I found smile, I misplaced time. Continue reading The missing piece in my jigsaw puzzle… A to Z challenge 2019
I for impress
People whom I loved dearly left me when I needed them the most. People whom I trusted talked behind my back when I made a mistake. People whom I cared for treated me trash when their work was done. I have learned that I should not expect anything from people. Continue reading Impressing myself, not others… A to Z challenge 2019
H for happiness
Once someone told me that my problems were not that big. There were people out there who faced a lot more than me. I argued that my problems were big for me, others problems were big for them. We all were living different lives and thus, he couldn’t compare. Continue reading I choose happiness… A to Z challenge 2019
G for garden, gratitude
I have a garden of my own. Each time someone teaches me something, I plant a sapling of gratitude for them in my heart. Continue reading My garden of gratitude… A to Z challenge 2019
F for faith, flight, fear, failure
When I realised that my well-thought decisions were taking away my dream, I was scared. The fear of failure hit me hard even before I had seen failure. Somehow this fear settled deep inside in my heart.
I refused to talk to anyone. I refused to go out. I refused to eat. I refused to smile. I refused to breathe. Continue reading When my faith in flight overpowered my fear in failure… A to Z challenge 2019
E for expectations
I don’t have a lot of friends. I have a lot of acquaintances. I am a really bad person at keeping friendships. Why? Because friends expect a lot.
If you expect me to meet you at least once a month, I can’t do it. Continue reading I can’t live up to your expectations… A to Z challenge 2019
D for dare, dream
My instagram handle is dreamersaumya.
Let me tell you a fact behind this name.
The time when I made this handle was the time when I was wounded by a broken dream. Continue reading Dared to dream again… A to Z challenge 2019
C for cry
I cry, I cry a lot. I don’t know how do the tears roll down my eyes so easily. I don’t want them to. It is awkward. It is stupid. It is annoying. It is kiddish. And what not? Continue reading I cry… A to Z challenge 2019
B for belief
I lost it. I don’t remember the exact date and time when it happened. But I remember why it happened.
For years, I have doubted myself. I have doubted my capabilities. I started to believe in my failures. I forgot my highs and remembered only my lows. Continue reading I am learning to believe in myself again… A to Z challenge 2019
A for acceptance
I am way too emotional. I am short tempered. I get easily affected by things.
I am an indecisive person. I’m always in a dilemma when it comes to choosing between two things. Continue reading I accept my imperfections…A to Z challenge 2019
Being myself makes me happy. There is a sense of relief in doing what you actually want to do. Being myself makes me love myself more. I’m learning to be myself.
Join me as I share my journey of Learning to be Myself. Find the links to all the posts of A to Z challenge 2019 here. Continue reading Learning to be Myself- My theme for A-Z challenge 2019