Z for zest
There was a time when I thought I had lost all of it. But no, I had not.
There was little hope left.
It took years, but I regained all of it.
Or maybe more than what I had lost. Because me xperiences made me who I am today. Continue reading My zest for life… A to Z challenge 2019
Z for zest
Y for yes
This was supposed to be titled, “Yes, I can!” I had planned everything in the morning of all the things I was going to say today. But right now, I really doubt if I can say, “Yes, I can.” Continue reading Yes, I will try… A to Z challenge 2019
X for xperiences
My success taught me I can do it.
My falls taught me more than my success
My mistakes taught me I should give i another try.
Continue reading I am my xperiences… A to Z challenge 2019
W for worthy
Earlier, I would let people define my lives according to their standards. Today, I let their standards of how I should be go down the drain. I am who I am and I cannot change to make others happy. Continue reading I am worthy… A to Z challenge 2019
V for venting
Who would have that much of time?
Who would believe me?
Who would understand me?
Who wouldn’t judge me?
Who would listen to me?
I thought hiding thoughts, ignoring feelings would kill them. Letting them out never seemed to be an option. Continue reading Venting out is liberating… A to Z challenge 2019
U for understand
Things have changed quite a lot in my life in the last 15 days. Life has become so much more hectic. I am surprised that I have been writing everyday since the past 15 days because I had no pre-written posts for this challenge after a week. Continue reading I understand myself better now… A to Z challenge 2019
T for time
There was a time when I thought that I would never say this- “Time has proved to be a good friend.” However, it has.
Years back, I could not trust time. I thought it hated me. It would never be good to me. But today, when I look back, I see that time took its time. Time took its time to set things right. Continue reading Time did heal me… A to Z challenge 2019
S for selfish
I spend more time with myself than with other people.
I listen to my thoughts and feelings more than those of others.
I smile and laugh more for myself than for others. Continue reading I am selfish… A to Z challenge 2019
R for regret
There have been times when I have regretted my decisions. Not only regretted, I have hated them to the core.
But as I realised that it’s okay to make mistakes, I learnt one more thing. Those bad decisions gave something good too. Continue reading I do not regret my decisions anymore… A to Z challenge 2019
Q for quality
I see people have hundreds and thousands of friends. And half of them are their best friends. Isn’t best friend supposed to be one?
And you know what? A lot of people I know, they consider me as their friends too. Continue reading I prefer quality people… A to Z challenge 2019
P for play, pause
Have you ever felt that the world is moving forward and you are at a standstill? I have. A lot of times. It felt like time froze for me. It felt like an inferiority complex somewhere in the deep of my mind. Continue reading I play/pause as per my wish… A to Z challenge 2019
O for optimistic
I overthink a lot. I overthink so much that I can even overthink about overthinking. I know it is not good for me.
When I realised that my overthinking was taking me on stressful journeys, to unwanted destinations, I wanted to come back. Continue reading I am learning to be optimistic… A to Z challenge 2019
N for never
I am my strength. I am my weakness. It’s on me whether I choose to be my strength or my weakness.
There was a time when I became my weakness. When that happened, darkness seemed to engulf me in its grip. Continue reading I will never give up on myself… A to Z challenge 2019
M for make, mistakes
I made a mistake when I thought I could trust everyone.
I made a mistake when I thought people meant what they said.
I made a mistake when I believed what people said about me. Continue reading I make mistakes… A to Z challenge 2019
L for let
I have held on to people who left and things that couldn’t be changed for years. I have cried for them. I have wanted them back. I couldn’t let them go. It’s difficult to let it all go so easily.
The memories that I stored dearly in my heart made me hollow inside. Continue reading Letting go… A to Z challenge 2019
K for keen
My college life is almost over. The end has begun. Final exams commenced today. While I am half happy and half sad about it, I know that my student life is not over yet. Continue reading I am a keen learner… A to Z challenge 2019
J for jigsaw
We are always looking for the missing piece in the jigsaw puzzle of our lives.
But did you find it? I didn’t.
When I found dream, I lost satisfaction. When I searched for satisfaction, I lost smile. When I found smile, I misplaced time. Continue reading The missing piece in my jigsaw puzzle… A to Z challenge 2019
H for happiness
Once someone told me that my problems were not that big. There were people out there who faced a lot more than me. I argued that my problems were big for me, others problems were big for them. We all were living different lives and thus, he couldn’t compare. Continue reading I choose happiness… A to Z challenge 2019
G for garden, gratitude
I have a garden of my own. Each time someone teaches me something, I plant a sapling of gratitude for them in my heart. Continue reading My garden of gratitude… A to Z challenge 2019
F for faith, flight, fear, failure
When I realised that my well-thought decisions were taking away my dream, I was scared. The fear of failure hit me hard even before I had seen failure. Somehow this fear settled deep inside in my heart.
I refused to talk to anyone. I refused to go out. I refused to eat. I refused to smile. I refused to breathe. Continue reading When my faith in flight overpowered my fear in failure… A to Z challenge 2019