I lost it. I don’t remember the exact date and time when it happened. But I remember why it happened.
For years, I have doubted myself. I have doubted my capabilities. I started to believe in my failures. I forgot my highs and remembered only my lows.
Someone told me a thousand times that I can regain it, the belief in myself. He made me believe that I can do it.
Regaining my self-belief is still an ongoing process for me. I don’t know when I started to believe in myself again. I don’t know how it happened. Maybe retrospection.
With time, I realised that not only my decisions were wrong but my approach to the outcomes was also at fault.
I still doubt myself sometimes. That’s why I said that it’s ongoing. I am learning to believe in myself again and I know that I will win.
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